Hello!
So my life has been really upside down lately so things did not go up yesterday as I had hoped, but instead are going up today! Yay!
The first thing that happened was my mom unexpectedly lost a good friend on Friday last week. We found out Saturday morning that she had passed, and then learned on Sunday that she had committed suicide :/ It was a huge, completely 100% unexpected shock that really threw us all for a loop. Also, my father in law is selling his house where my husband is currently storing all of his stuff so I got to go deal with figuring that out and getting everything all packed and ready to go so we can move it into storage and then eventually move it down to California. That's another thing that got finalized today! Cam and I found an apartment! We are both super super excited about it, and we're both ready to FINALLY have him come home and get started on our life together and start getting things worked out as far as that goes :)
Unfortunately today my life was once again turned on it's ear, and now even my husband coming home is not a very happy occasion. So in talking to my husband today he has expressed a desire to reenlist in the Navy. Now to most people this isn't a big deal, but for me this pretty much destroyed my hopes and dreams for the future. I have been planning to go to Western Washington University for quite some time now. I went and took a tour of the campus and got some questions answered, and I absolutely fell in love with the campus. It's a large enough university that there are some good opportunities for me, but still small enough that it's not as bad as University of Washington in terms of size(which has it's own district in Seattle... Not kidding!) and it's also an R2 university as opposed to an R1 which was something else I really liked. The plan was for me to finish up my community college degree which I'm almost done with, move to California for a year, and then both of us move back to Washington for me to go to Western after that. Now that's all up in the air and I'm really upset about it :/ Um I think that's all I can really handle talking about for now. Right now with all that's gone on in less than a week I'm kind of freaking out and not really having a very fun time at all :/ Hopefully things will get better soon, but until then this is the life that I'm living, and at the moment it really, really sucks.
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